your light will shine when all else fades
Wednesday, February 27, 2008 @ 8:43 PM
cruel reality
stupid nyp
dumb government laws
how can they bear to break up such a beautiful team
a team i'm closer to then my current classmates
dissapointing the 19 of us
i really thought it was some awful prank call when carmen told me

its amazing how we bonded on the very second meeting
just playing that cliche hula hoop game
and that grab each other hands thingy
how we managed to work everything out so well
THEN its EVER MORE AMAZING
how well we bonded EVEN MORE in camp
esp during the low element thingy
that when you fall, i'll catch you thing
i dont even think i put in that much effort during camps, cos as usual, i just wanna sit in a corner and slack
&&&& how can we everrrrr forget the majorial and minorial game!
we're like one of the 40% od teams in the WHOLE WORLD to actually complete this game, without quarreling, just solely based on negotiationg, without punching the daylights out of each other
and i'll never foget how we cuddle and took group photo, not leaving at the end of camp
even though we STANK like crazy and we're all tired
we planned everything
RIGHT STARTING FROM THE VERY BEGINNING
we're the only ones in the 9 fricking teams that plan everything on our own
and we dont have much help cos we're the first team ever in nyp to go to vietnam
all we got was just a little help from ms janette
plans:painting,teaching english, teaching crafts all done up by us
pre-event was done solely by oursleves
painting angies house, going to the boys home to teach english and play games
all efforts have gone down the fricking drain
we plan everything and now alll we can do is throw those plans away
in the bin.
i feel damn bad for leader ssi and irving cos comeon lets admit that they did the most and STILL at the midst of exams, they still have to take up some time to plan a breakup meeting
cant any stupid soul pity us and step up to help this team just this very once?
we already prmised to see to your every trouble
all you have to do is talk and sit at one corner
thats all.
and whats the point of blaming each other when a plan cant work out
its not like all of us allocated this whole holiday for this trip right
whats the point of saying this and that now?
just make everyone have this misconception of one another
and quarrel and just break that damn stupid bond and friendship up
screwyou
leader ssi i really love you cos you did so much and i know no one appreciate and understand. i do okay. you covered up for me so many thousand times. thanks
irving!!!just a simple thank you to you. you know what you did righttttt.
jianliang. shit man. everytime you and irving act like one couple and your sick&homosexual jokes never fail to snet me laughing like some kuku ass
CARMENNNNN. damn crap la. when we getting closer the team break up
angie~ i love you loads tooo.and sorry we didnt exactly do a good job to your house! dont let go of jianning can cos he's seriously one of the greatese guys EVERRRR
ms already a nurse,syima go on helping more people okay? thanks for evrything including those night watching thingy! and those tips you gave when i'm freaking injured
rowen! I WANT YOU SLIPPERSSSSSSS! down are the plans about switching slippers in vietname!i'll never forget what you wrote on the paper. and thanks for catching(:
trang trang trang trang trangggggg! thanks for teaching us viet! and accompany-ing to everywhere i wanna goooooo.
shit man. i took 4 shots for nothing
all the plans and fun of activities in vietnam is gone):
my last chance of being a 막내
is gone....